I came home from work Friday night and Kim told me Deanna, one of her best friends and mentor, told her about a vision her daughter had. Her daughter just finished her freshman year of college and truly lives for Jesus. Deanna said maybe Rob can turn her vision into a poem or a song. I took Kylie up to get her shower ready and sat down and this is what came out.
It is truly an inspiring vision and I hope my words do it justice.
Gave You My Heart
I gave you my heart and you walked away
You’re my dad, you were supposed to stay
I couldn’t keep it all together today
I grabbed what was left of my heart and walked to the beach
Walked far enough until your memory was out of reach
I screamed at you dad until I was too hoarse to speak
Then I saw a piece of sea glass so bright
It had such a mysterious light
It was like a piece of day in the darkest night
I bent down and dug with my free hand
There had to be more pieces under the sand
That’s when I felt the presence of another man
It was like a dream as my other hand held my heart
The one that you, dad, had ripped apart
Then I had a thought, this isn’t the end but a brand new start
I felt this man telling me to turn in his direction
But I couldn’t so I grabbed my sea glass collection
And I tried to hold a piece just right to see his reflection
I couldn’t turn around, I knew what he wanted me to do
I couldn’t give him my heart dad, I had given it to you
And I was scared he would walk away with it too
Then his hand touched my shoulder
My courage grew just a little bit bolder
My tears started to flow as I began to molder
I turned and as he reached for me I saw the scars on his hand
He looked at me and I knew he wasn’t just a man
That’s when I dropped my sea glass in the sand
I let him hold me for what seemed like an hour
I could feel his gentleness, as well as his power
I felt his love pour down on me like a summer shower
I whispered, “If I give you me heart will you walk away?”
He said “I’m your father. I’ve never left, I will always stay.”
I knew he was telling the truth so I gave my heart to him that day
(image credit: Kevin Carden Photography)
Busted Heart ( Hold On To Me) by For King and Country –
I wrote this one today, thought about saving it because it’s different than most of the other songs I have written. I picture it being harder, faster, maybe Skillet, Thousand Foot Krutch or NF could take it on. LOL, I can only dream. Well, since I have all but given up on my words becoming songs you get to be the first ones to see what’s in my head today. After all, it seems like every time I give up on something in my life, God steps in so….. I will wait, I know in God’s time and His will. Maybe it will never happen. Until it does or until it doesn’t….I will let God take these words where He wants them to go. I will keep writing what He puts in my head.
Hitchcock Movies
I wanna be a Marvel superhero
But I always feel like I’m less than zero
Did I just say that? Let me push rewind
Man I’ve been messed up a long time
I want the whole world to know my name
Maybe I’m just playing the wrong game
I can’t believe these choices I make
Man, I think I’m losing my way, I’ve lost my way
It’s like I’m tearing my world apart
Ripping out my heart, do I have a heart?
Can’t you see me? Can’t you see me? Can’t you see….
It seems like I have Hitchcock movies playing in my head
I have killer birds and psycho killers
I don’t know what I’m gonna do, my soul is dead
I only need one thing but I have all these fillers
I push you away, tell you to leave
Then ask, why won’t you reach out to me?
Why are all these demons in my head?
Man, I’d be better off dead, am I already dead?
I want to rip out my brain, am I going insane?
If I’m being honest I know I’m the only one to blame
Oh my God what have I done?
Oh my God what have I become?
Can’t you see me? Can’t you see me? Can’t you see….
It seems like I have Hitchcock movies playing in my head
I have killer birds and psycho killers
I don’t know what I’m gonna do, my soul is dead
I only need one thing but I have all these fillers
I’m on my knees
Begging you please
Take my life, take my life, take my life
Cut these demons out, I’ll give you the knife
Can’t you see I’ve hit the bottom
I’m no longer fighting Him, fighting Him
Rip off these chains
Take my shame
You alone have taken my sin, You alone give me reason to live
You alone forgive all, You alone forgive all, You alone forgive
You can see me, You can see me, I know you see….
It seems like I have Hitchcock movies playing in my head
I have killer birds and psycho killers
I don’t know what I’m gonna do, my soul is dead
I only need one thing but I have all these fillers
May is graduation month. I wrote this a year ago. Hope you like it. Let’s turn it into a song- contact me.
Graduation Song
Going off to college
Filling your head with knowledge
Don’t wish away your youth
Never forget God is the truth
Maybe college isn’t your thing
Maybe you have some other dream
Don’t be afraid to reach for the stars
Having a good character will take you far
When challenges face you
Ask what would Jesus do
When you are pressured
Remember in God you are treasured
Put your faith in Jesus
He is always with us
When you are up late at night
I pray you will do what is right
My child, going out on your own
Hard to believe how fast you’ve grown
I know in God’s arms you will be held
I put my trust in He who has never failed
Choose your friends wisely
Don’t follow them blindly
Call home more than you thought you would
Say I love you more than you think you should
Don’t forget where you come from
Remember when this life is done
You will account for your time on this earth
Did you live for what His dying was worth
Forgive as you have been forgiven
Be joyful in this life you are livin’
Smile and laugh, speak of Him often
His words are never to be forgotten
My child, going out on your own
Hard to believe how much you’ve grown
I know in God’s arms you will be held
I put my trust in He who has never failed
Our house will always be your home
It’s hard to believe how fast you’ve grown
Enjoy life, you won’t be alone in the big out there
God’s promises, our love, we will always care
My child, going out on your own
Hard to believe how much you’ve grown
I know in God’s arms you will be held
I put my trust in He who has never failed
I put my trust in He who has never failed
Keep In Mind by Locash Cowboys –
Be Careful Out There by Regina Belle –
Find Your Wings by Mark Harris –
My Wish by Rascal Flatts –
I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack –
Graduation (Friends Forever) by Vitamin C –
In These Halls by Madilyn Bailey –
Now for those of us parents, here are a couple funny ones because we know what’s about to happen :
Normally on my days off I “sleep in” until 7-730. This morning, I was awakened at 5:57 with these words and they just came pouring out. I can only say God was moving early this morning.
Five year old little man
Doesn’t seem to quite understand
Why he only sees his dad every other weekend
What has happened to til death do us part, do not commit adultery?
Everyone only looking out for number one
They don’t give a crap about the damage they’ve done
Only living for the moment , living for fun
What has happened to caring about someone else?
In a democracy we now have the minority that rules
We have men able to use the bathroom of my little girl
I just can’t comprehend what’s happening to this world
What has happened? God, what is happening?
When did our homes become a house of cards
My feelings, when did you start to disregard?
Man, life isn’t supposed to be this hard
What has happened to the golden rule ?
Hurting each other no matter the cost
Will there be another holocaust?
Can’t we see all we’ve lost, we’ve all lost
What has happened, what happened to my voice?
The entire world seems to be living in sin
They don’t care about the way they live
They don’t care about how little they give
What has happened to compassion and empathy?
The animals go extinct at alarming pace
The judges common sense has been erased
Since when does every one have to win the race?
What has happened to one nation, under God, indivisible with liberty and justice for all?
We spend more than we make
Keeping up with Jones’ for the Smith’s sake
When are we going to wake up? Are you awake?
What has happened to saving for a future?
When the majority stands up to the few we get pulled under
Shows get cancelled , majority loses, is it any wonder ?
We sit by and watch it get worse, can you hear the distant thunder?
What has happened God, how much longer ?
Health care can’t afford, no worries, someone else will pay
Climate change, getting warmer each and every day
Claim ignorance is bliss if you can’t hear what I say
What has happened to living how Jesus taught us to be ?
The ones that are to protect us are killing
The ones that are to save our money are stealing
Our kids won’t get better when dealers are dealing
What has happened to integrity and honesty ?
People killing people in our streets, in our cities
Sending our soldiers to fight wars in other countries
This world’s a mess, has it ever been pretty?
What has happened to love God, love your neighbor?
Our government allows sugar and toxic chemicals in our food
Our tv shows, our music, our words are becoming more lewd
My words represent the majority yet they are booed
What has happened to treating people right instead of just making a profit?
Not too long ago the Cold War came to an end
The Berlin Wall fell, reuniting family and friends
Today, new rules, new laws, borders changing without end
What has happened ? God what is happening?
God and me, we love you for who you are
If you live near me or if you live afar
Look up, we are all living under the same stars
What has happened to my rights and what I believe in?
We’ve taken God out of schools, work and lives
We tell Him we don’t need Him then run and hide
Then we have the nerve to ask God why
What has happened? I ask you my friends, what is happening?
Something To Believe In by Poison (alternate lyrics) –
Something To Believe In by Poison (original lyrics) –