I start to put my pen to paper
Before a word gets out I start to waiver
What if the darkness is too much for them to bear?
What if their reaction is they just don’t care?
No one will care, that’s what one voice shouts
No one cares what you are all about
Can I really let all the words go?
No, no, I can never let them know
I crumple it up and toss it away
Who really wants to hear what I have to say?
I will let the words vanish before I put pen to paper
Do they really want to hear my dreams?
Are they as impossible to reach as they seem?
I see the stars so far out of my reach
What words to toss, which to keep?
So many doubts controlling my thoughts
If I wrote a book would one copy be bought?
Throwing away more words in the trash
How long will I’m not good enough last?
How will my words make them feel?
Before I let the words become real
I will let the words vanish before I put pen to paper
I guess these words are coming from somewhere
Should I waste them by throwing them over there?
Here comes the truth, even though it may hurt
The voices in my head sometimes sound like a concert
One telling me this, one telling me that
One telling me to move forward, the other to go back
Twisted thoughts do battle with words of hope
Letting them all out is the only way I can cope
I look to God for a little inspiration
A few words of His He gives me as a donation
I will let the words… No, no, I will put pen to paper
Words I Would Say by Sidewalk Prophets –
If I Could Just Get It On Paper by Jimmy Buffet –
Blank Sheet Of Paper by Tim McGraw –
In This Diary by The Ataris –
Pen To Paper by Jay Clark –
Pen To Paper by Kevin Skies –
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Such a beautiful piece!! – Cezane
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thank you Cezane
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Ps…write the book, and I’ll buy a copy!
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I think you just wrote my thoughts down. Do you know how many beginnings I have with no end just because I can’t let the words out.
This was excellent, btw, you do have an amazing gift! More than that, you let God flow through you! Thank you!!
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thank you
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