To be clear, there is no Autumn or anyone else. I’m still figuring out how my new life will look and ready to explore that life alone for awhile. But when the time is right, I hope it comes so unexpectedly I have to catch my breath.
But I might have a little crush on Autumn Reeser.
Winter came and I was dark inside
Wasn’t living, just trying to survive
Wasn’t looking forward to Spring
There wasn’t a love song I could sing
And for once, I didn’t want the Summer heat
Then I saw you and you smiled at me
I wasn’t looking, didn’t see this coming
If I did I probably would’ve been running
I wasn’t ready for this again
Wasn’t ready for these feelings to begin
Wasn’t looking to love someone else
But you know I can’t lie to myself
These feelings I wasn’t expecting at all
Damn Autumn, I wasn’t expecting to fall
My life is now brighter than the colors of the leaves
At the beginning of this football season, Conor Smith and Megan Moroney wrote two songs about changing team colors for someone. That got me thinking that I would never change colors so I wrote this one. Of course, this is no where close to being an actual song. Will have to do some serious work on it but you can get the gist.
Maize and Blue
I was already more than a few beers in
I thought I might never have this chance again
I said what the hell and bought you a beer
Asked if you were from around here
You said you were just visiting friends
We talked and I hoped this night wouldn’t end
Your laughter came easy and your eyes sure did shine
I didn’t want to be anywhere else when your hand was in mine
Been a few years since we had that first beer at the Buckeye bar
I knew when I walked you home I fell in love under the stars
And it nearly broke my heart when I crashed back to earth
When she said she’ll always cheer for that team up north
I told her I’ll always bleed Scarlet and Grey
And I will until my dying day
Since the day we met, two things will always be true
I’ll love you and I’ll never wear maize and blue
I hate Alabama and the rest of the SEC
But I’ll yell Roll Tide before I cheer for the Wolverines
She said you know I won’t lie
I’m for anyone playing the Buckeyes
Then I thought there’s no way this is going to last
But I can’t say no when she kisses me like that
I can’t help the way she grew up
I can’t change the team that she loves
Been a few years since we had that first beer at the Buckeye bar
I knew when I walked you home I fell in love under the stars
And it nearly broke my heart when I crashed back to earth
When she said she’ll always cheer for that team up north
I told her I’ll always bleed Scarlet and Grey
And I will until my dying day
Since the day we met, two things will always be true
I’ll love you and I’ll never wear maize and blue
In November when we break her heart again
I’ll make her sing Carmen Ohio after another win
She said I know this’ll be our year
When we score I’ll get you to cheer
That’s when I knew love was blind
Because I knew she was out of her mind
Four weeks in November we tear each other apart
But she knows I love her with all my heart
Been a few years since we had that first beer at the Buckeye bar
I knew when I walked you home I fell in love under the stars
And it nearly broke my heart when I crashed back to earth
When she said she’ll always cheer for that team up north
I told her I’ll always bleed Scarlet and Grey
And I will until my dying day
Since the day we met, two things will always be true