Three new musician followers this week. Think I have been stuck on three a week for many weeks now. 🙂 Take a listen, might find someone new that you really like their music. Please feel free to share/purchase the song I wrote the lyrics to, Lily Messer is the voice and Ceylon Wise is the producer. I have many more songs I would like to get out there but can not financially afford to record them. If interested in teaming up together, feel free to contact me.
Her Soul by Taylor Loren –
Look At What You Started by Jacob Martin Band –
I’m All Yours by Kid Seven –
Thanks for all the follows, musicians and non-musicians.
Some other music from non-followers I have listened to recently. Pick out a few you haven’t heard and take a listen. In trying not to put way too songs on here I am going to start putting 1 or 2 per band max and just tell you the entire cd, or 90%, is good and I would recommend purchasing it or checking out more songs on your own. I may add more artists and their new cd’s as I listen to more songs from them. Not all the way through all of them yet.
Cd’s I recommend:
The Strumbellas – Hope
My Lord by Michael Franti –
Needed By Robbie Fulks – no video on Youtube
Open Hands by Urban Rescue –
The Other Side Of The Mountain by Mudcrutch –
The Soldier by Lacey Sturm –
Salvation Works by Jennifer Nettles –
Sandcastles by Beyonce – no video on Youtube
Savior’s Shadow by Blake Shelton –
Scared by Zendaya –
Second Wind by Maren Morris –
Storms by V. Rose –
Song Of My Fatherby Urban Rescue –
Wars by The Strumbellas – ]
Stand Up For It by Brett Dennen –
Thinking Bout You by Ariana Grande –
Too Close by Yuna –
Too Good by Drake (feat Rihanna) –
Tore My Heart Out by Tremonti –
Unlike Any Other by Foy Vance –
Walk Away by Musiq Soulchild –
Wastin Time by Peter Wolf –
Way Back Home by Jennifer Nettles –
We Are More by Ziggy Marley –
and our song:
I Question You by Lily Messer –
On Itunes : https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-question-you-single/id1018588943
I always thought I would change the world. Then I looked at the world and said good luck Rob.
When I look back on who I was and who I am I can honestly say I don’t think the world has changed me. At times it did. At times I was completely different than the person I knew was. I let external circumstances affect the internal me. If I were to count I would have to say those times I could count on one hand. God has changed me a lot more than this world ever could.
If you knew me when I was fifteen or now, at the ripe old age of forty five, I think you would say I am the same. Not all of that is good. I don’t talk much. I keep my thoughts to myself. Not much bothers me. Some would call it emotionally detached but I call it life goes on. Does that make me a bad person ? I don’t think so. Do people often think I don’t care or I am self centered ? I bet they do, but that’s not the case.
I don’t have a “Facebook ” life or a perfect marriage. It’s not all sunshine and roses. Sometimes it’s thunderstorms and thorns. I am being more vulnerable that I ever have and it’s scary. I know God is with me every step. It makes me braver. It doesn’t matter if people approve of me or what I write. I try to please one person only and since He gives me the words I only hope they come out as He intended. I honestly don’t know how or why some of the thoughts I get pop into my head, often at the weirdest times.
A little over a year ago I felt God push me to start this blog. After many no’s from me and many yes’s from God, I started to write. One thing that I found when I was looking how to get followers was to be consistent in your theme. Consistent is one thing my brain doesn’t follow. Yes, I talk about God , life and music – but I am all over the place.
Whatever God puts in my head or on my heart.
So maybe I haven’t changed the world. But I haven’t let the world change me either. Maybe, just maybe, God has taken these words and changed one of you. Made you see things differently. Made you think if God can do this for him then maybe He can do that for me.
If I helped change one person then that is enough. Because maybe that one person can change one person who can change one person and when it is all said and done,
WE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD TOGETHER.
Thanks for reading. Be sure to keep this open in your browser all week so you don’t forget me. 🙂
I won’t be posting anything else this week to spend time with the family and disconnect from the world.
Here are a few of my posts over the last year plus a month. If you are a new follower and missed the old posts, feel free to click on whatever catches your eye. Maybe some followers that have been with me for awhile would just like to revisit some that touched you before. This isn’t all my posts.
Have a good week. Will post again Friday with some new music.
I have written about the good, the bad, the ugly, and the beautiful parts of being married or in a relationship. You can read all of those in the posts above and on other posts I have not listed if you check out my site.
I have tried to share the love of music each Friday. You can check all those posts out if you would like. I am sure there are a lot of musicians you have never heard of.
Three new musician followers this week. Think I have been stuck on three a week for awhile now. Three is better than zero right?. 🙂 Take a listen, might find someone new that you really like their music. Please feel free to share/purchase the song I wrote the lyrics to, Lily Messer is the voice and Ceylon Wise is the producer. I have many more songs I would like to get out there but can not financially afford to record them. If interested in teaming up together, feel free to contact me.
Light It Up by David Ray –
Pack That Bag by Carissa Leigh –
Wait For Me by J.R. Byrd –
Thanks for all the follows, musicians and non-musicians.
Some other music from non-followers I have listened to recently. Pick out a few you haven’t heard and take a listen. If I like the entire cd, or 90% is good, and I would recommend purchasing it or checking out more songs on your own.
Cd’s I recommend:
The Summer Set – Stories For Monday
Michael Franti – Soul Rocker
V Rose – Young Dangerous Heart
Foy Vance – The Wild Swan
Dan & Shay – Obsessed
Urban Rescue – Wild Heart
There is a lot on here today. I’ve listened to about 2200 new songs in last eight weeks. It used to be about 1000 in eight weeks but lots of cd’s are coming out so… If you only knew how many, about 90% of what I listen to, doesn’t get added here.
From The Ground Up by Dan & Shay –
Hold On To Me by Placebo –
Good To Be Alive Today by Michael Franti –
A Guy With A Girl by Blake Shelton –
Hang On To The Night by Tegan & Sara –
I Can’t Wait To Stay by Craig Morgan –
Heaven Can’t Take It by Ziggy Marley –
Hemingway by Jussie Smollett –
Here I Am by Asking Alexandria –
The Hired Band by The Strumbellas –
His Name by Urban Rescue –
Hope by Mudcrutch –
How Not To by Dan & Shay –
Hum For Your Buzz by The Kills –
I Could Use A Love Song by Maren Morris –
I’ve Got To Use My Imagination by The Rides –
I Will Be There by Eric Clapton –
I’m Good by Tim Bowman Jr. –
I’m Not Laughing by Lacey Sturm –
Missin You by The Summer Set –
Judge by Da Truth –
Keep The Family Close by Drake –
Keep Your Head Up by Chicago Mass Choir –
Kindly Calm Me Down by Meghan Trainor –
Leaving The Monsters Behind by The Jayhawks –
Love In Her Eyes by Jeff Healey –
Love Like That by Mayer Hawthorne –
Love Shaped Heart by V. Rose –
Mary Jane Kelly by The Volbeat –
and our song:
I Question You by Lily Messer –
On Itunes : https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-question-you-single/id1018588943
Some people do not believe in God or miracles because they can not see them. Their eyes are not open to see all the miracles that happen around them every day. They look for the big miracles, the wow, did you just see that. They do not see the little miracles, how a caterpillar turns into a butterfly, the blooming of a flower, or even the miracle of you. How you woke up and can breathe. This is a story of one man whose eyes are closed.
I just wanted to share some snippets of my life. Things that have happened that I can’t explain. Some people will ask me how I could not believe in God after what has happened to me. I say I would, if I could only see a miracle.
I was seven at the time. It was the largest tree in the neighborhood so, naturally, I was drawn to it. I was a climber. I climbed without fear. I climbed until the branches could barely hold my weight. That is, until I climbed too far and the last branch didn’t. I fell. I knew I was going to die. Right before I hit the ground I could feel a swoosh of air around me and the next thing I knew I was standing on the ground. I stood there for a minute, not sure of what just happened. All I knew was I was standing without a scratch on me when I should’ve been laying on the ground seriously hurt, if not dead. How did I do that?
When I was twenty, I was driving in my car and was hit by a big truck. The entire front end was separated from the back end. It was bad. Here is the crazy thing, I wasn’t hurt, not a scratch. I don’t know how it happened and it still has me scratching my head to this day. You see, I ended up in the back seat, with the seat belt on. I don’t know how I managed to get out of the front seat, place myself in the back seat and put my seat belt on all in less than a second. The funny thing is the seat belt in the drivers seat was still attached, like I was sitting in it. How did I do that?
Many years later my wife and I were expecting our first child. She was born four months prematurely and had a heart that wasn’t fully developed. The doctors told us she wouldn’t live more than a few days. We were devastated. My wife was a prayer warrior, but I wasn’t. I didn’t believe in God. I didn’t mind my wife praying if that’s what got her through the day but it wasn’t for me. There was a nurse that seemed to be there all day and all night. Every time we would go to NICU she would be there. She was also always with our daughter. One day would turn into two into four into eight. Our daughter made it through those eight days and is now a strong, beautiful, smart, young twenty year old woman. I remember asking the hospital staff about the nurse that was always there and no one knew who I was talking about. Crazy isn’t it? One of the nurses even said maybe she was our daughter’s guardian angel. I guess if you believe in that sort of thing, but I don’t.
My wife became ill two years ago. She was diagnosed with a disease I won’t even try to pronounce, let alone spell. A disease there was no cure for. The doctors gave her two- four months to live. How could this be? She was perfectly healthy one day and the next we are being told she would be gone in four months. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. My wife prayed. I pulled my hair out. To be honest maybe I did say a tiny prayer to a God I didn’t believe in but….
While my wife was in the hospital guess who I saw ? You are correct. The same nurse that was in NICU that no one knew who she was. I would see her walking up and down the hall ways day and night. I would go get something to eat and my wife would tell me about the nurse who came in and made her feel at peace. Once again, no one knew who I was talking about. How could I see this nurse during these times yet no one on staff knows who she is?
Wouldn’t you know it, my wife came home two months after her diagnosis. Completely cured of her incurable disease. I said it must have been a misdiagnosis. The doctors called it a miracle.
My daughter visits often and talks about this lady she sees from time to time. Like the time she was looking at her cell phone and almost stepped in front of a bus. That was until a lady grabbed her arm and pulled her back. My daughter had my wife’s faith and said maybe it was her guardian angel. I laughed. She knew I didn’t believe in those kind of things.
It was a little uncanny however when my daughter described this lady and it was an exact match to the nurse I saw in the NICU and in my wife’s hospital room.
Sometimes I wish I believed like my wife and daughter do. This world is just too much of a mess for me to believe in God.
Maybe I could believe in God if I could just see Him do a miracle.
I ran today. Without pain. I don’t remember the last time I ran without pain. It was a lot easier to run, let me tell you that. I didn’t even realize I had no pain until I was finished and was like hhmm, that was fast and felt good. Then I got to thinking, did I have pain yesterday? I don’t think I did.
I had ran with pain for so long that I had gotten used to it. It was just an every day part of my life. A pain and irritating but it didn’t stop me from running. Well, it did stop me from running like I used to but I could still run.
Which brings me to my topic for today. Running with sin. How many of us are so used to sinning that we don’t even think about it anymore. It has just become a part of our lives. Lying, cheating, addiction, idol worship, spending more than we make, etc… We don’t even think it is wrong anymore, it’s just become a part of who we are.
We limp around everyday with the sin on our back. It doesn’t stop us from living. Not only sin but let’s talk about shame, guilt, fear, pride, etc.. The monkey is on our back but we just keep on going. Sometimes we add on to it until the weight becomes so much we can longer carry it. Then we break.
The smart thing for me to do when I am injured is to slow down. Take a few days off. Rest my injury so I can get back to a pain free run. However, I usually don’t heed that advice and keep going until it heals, which takes longer, or it hurts more, or I just get to the point I ignore it.
When I run with sin what should I do? Stop doing it. Pray to God to help me. I know it’s wrong but some things will take more than me knowing it for me to stop. I need to break the addiction. I need someone to hold me accountable. Maybe it’s a best friend or my pastor or someone I will trust to be honest with me. Confess my sins and know that I am forgiven. Fight another day. Let the guilt, shame, pride, fear go. Give it all up.
I don’t want to run with sin. I want to run with God and there is only one way I know how to do that. Give it all to Him. Work on it every single day. Before I know it, I will wake up one day and truly be free. I will be able to live my life without all the junk and pain I added to it.
How about you? Are you tired of running with sin? Want to be able to live free?
Three new musician followers this week. Think I have been stuck on three a week for awhile now. Come on people, I’m allowed to have more than three a week. 🙂 Take a listen, might find someone new that you really like their music. Please feel free to share/purchase the song I wrote the lyrics to, Lily Messer is the voice and Ceylon Wise is the producer. I have many more songs I would like to get out there but can not financially afford to record them. If interested in teaming up together, feel free to contact me.
Thanks for all the follows, musicians and non-musicians.
Gotta Have You by Risa Bender –
Feel Good Feeling by Ryan Daniel –
Ordinary by The Further (Barrington Mole) –
Some other music from non-followers I have listened to recently. Pick out a few you haven’t heard and take a listen. In trying not to put way too songs on here I am going to start putting 1 or 2 per band max and just tell you the entire cd, or 90%, is good and I would recommend purchasing it or checking out more songs on your own. I may add more artists and their new cd’s as I listen to more songs from them. Not all the way through all of them yet.
Cd’s I recommend:
Listen by Tim Bowman Jr
Black by Dierks Bentley
If I’m Honest by Blake Shelton
Honest by Maren Morris
Life Screams by Lacey Sturm
All This For A Piece of Fruit by Dogs of Peace –
Better by Meghan Trainor –
Break Free by Cilver –
Bottom To The Top by V. Rose –
Bottle You Up by Zendaya –
Burden by Foy Vance –
Already Ready by Dan & Shay –
Battleship Chains by Volbeat –
Beautiful World by Mudcrutch –
Catching Fire by Tremonti –
Different For Girls by Dierks Bentley –
Figure Me Out by The Summer Set –
Chasing The Sky by Jussie Smollett –
Circles by Pierce The Veil –
Color Purple by Da Truth –
Drunk Girls Don’t Cry by Maren Morris –
Drunk In Heels by Jennifer Nettles –
Every Time I Hear That Song by Blake Shelton –
Everybody Needs Love by Tim Bowman Jr. –
Faith by Lacey Sturm –
Fling Wide! Fling Wide! by Urban Rescue –
Free Now by Sleeping With Sirens –
Freedom by Beyonce –
Get Myself To Saturday by Michael Franti –
and our song:
I Question You by Lily Messer –
On Itunes : https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-question-you-single/id1018588943