What Version Of Me

What version of me

Will I let you see

The one who can smile through the pain

The one who dances in the rain

The one who keeps it all inside

The one who can’t find a safe place to hide

The one who screams at God to take it all away

The one that says yes God today is the day

The one who would take a bullet for you

The one who will walk away, find someone new

The one who has a million voices in his head

The one who will only listen to the one who bled

The one who has fears and doubts

The one who has life figured out

Tell me what version  you want to see

Does anyone want to know the real me

The hurt I feel, the anger locked away

The one who wonders who will listen to what I have to say

The one who says this one’s pretty good, maybe  they’ll like

The one whose voices in his head are always in a fight

The one who only knows how to pray

The one who says forget about it, live for another day

The one who loves with all his heart

The one who won’t let you know he fell apart

The one who wears the mask

The one whose real face won’t last

So tell me, what version do you want to see today

I can be that person if that’s the only way


Should I just be me?

I Can Just Be Me by Laura Story –  

I Don’t Want To Be by Gavin Degraw – 

Do You Wanna Know by Kesha – 

Well, I was in an Art Of Dying kind of mood today.

Raining by Art of Dying – 

Best I Can by Art of Dying – 

Tear Down The Wall by Art of Dying – 

Best I Can by Decyfer Down – 

Best I Am by Flaw – 


Whataya Want From Me by Adam Lambert – 

Monster You Made by Pop Evil – 

Who Am I by Casting Crowns – 




8 thoughts on “What Version Of Me

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  2. 5khealthyways

    I wonder the same thing on a daily basis. I do my best to show the true me (negatives and positive sides) I feel though at times if I show certain sides that I am not living up to someones expectation of ME it is a struggle. Or if I show or voice my doubts and fears I am looked upon a s weak or not having faith. I feel if I show or voice the real me at times then others (or someone) will have doubt in me. It is a crazy world. All I know I never have to put on a mask when I am talking with my Lord, for he knows all sides of me and loves me anyway. That is what I rest on each day and gets me through my days, that my Lord loves me an loves all of me, regardless if I am having a down day, a fear day, an anxious day or a wonderful day. Help me Lord to be able to show that part of me to everyone on a daily day and not be looked down upon, doubted upon or judged.

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  3. marijo1245

    I think you walked in on a conversation I was having with myself. I hear there a place where freedom reigns and all are welcome just as they are…God created you (or me) to just simply be…it’s a struggle I know well.

    Yet another beautiful work of art!

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