My name is Michael. You can call me Mike if you would like. I’m the monster that lives under your bed.
Don’t get me confused with Ted, the monster in your closet. He could never fit under your bed. He’s also afraid of the light. I, however, am not afraid of the light.
Don’t get me confused with Kelly either. She’s the monster in the corner. I wouldn’t really call her a monster. Seriously, she hides right out in the open. Not much creativity there.
Don’t get me confused with Brad, the bogeyman. Between you and me, Brad isn’t real. Let’s not waste any more time on him.
Now back to me. Mike, the monster under your bed. I am free to roam the house anytime I want. Can I tell you something really scary? It’s the monsters, I mean people, on top of the bed that are the scariest. Way scarier than I have ever thought about being.
The mean, terrible, and horrible things I have seen them do scare me. I would never think of doing the things they do. Not even crossed my mind. Not once.
In fact, I have changed my ways. When the monsters on top of your bed scare you, I will be the protector under your bed.
Yes, I like that. Mike, the protector under your bed. Now go to sleep. Sweet dreams.
For something that only has one thing to do, I get blamed for a lot of things. You would think that I would mind, but I don’t. It really isn’t my fault for the problems in people’s lives. I mean all I do is go around in circles, twice a day. You know today what you wasted yesterday. You know today that you have the same amount of time as tomorrow to do what you need to do. How is it my fault you didn’t get it done ?
I come in many forms. Sometimes I have hands. Other times I have a digital read out. Sometimes I have numbers, sometimes I don’t. No matter what I have or don’t have, my job is the same each day. Many of you say I am only right twice a day. Good one. I have to laugh when I hear that.
Often times, no pun intended, people look at me and can’t believe how much time has went by. Other times they can’t believe how slow I am going. I am here to tell you I do neither. I am constant. Always the same. 86,400 seconds then I reset to zero. Well, there was this one time when God stopped me but that’s the only time. Unless He asks again because I will never say no to God. Would you?
Let me ask you, what is your problem with me? Never mind, let me guess. I don’t have enough time. Or is it I have too much time on my hands. Isn’t it funny that when you have too much time it seems like you don’t have enough time? How many times have you sat doing nothing when you could’ve been doing something? You think Tom Brady ever said I don’t have enough time to read the playbook this week? You think Michael Jordan ever said I don’t have enough time to practice my jump shot? They had to sacrifice other things that took up their time to make time to do what they needed to do. I bet they don’t always sleep eight hours a day. I bet they don’t watch three hours of television a night. Do you think they ever said I am too busy to do what I need to do to be successful?
Mother Teresa said “yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.” You think she ever said I don’t have enough time? If she was alive today how much time do you think she would spend on Facebook? How many selfies would she take?
Anyway, back to my story. I am like God in a lot of ways. I am the same today as I was yesterday as I will be tomorrow. I will never change. I am not God. Many of you look at me like I am. Many of you curse me because you didn’t do what you had to do in the time you had to do it. Are you more mad at me or yourself? I didn’t force you to waste your time today. I didn’t force you to spend your time that way. I didn’t tell you to spend ten minutes flirting with that woman instead of spending ten minutes calling your wife. Yet you blame me for not having enough of me to give to your wife. I didn’t ask you to spend thirty minutes looking at pornography instead of reading the bible. Yet you blame me for not having enough of me to get to read God’s word.
You know what you have to do in the time you have been allotted. On your death bed you can’t say you didn’t have enough time. I have seen it happen too many times. I regret I didn’t spend enough time with my family. I regret I spent so many hours working. I wish I would’ve spent more time talking to God. I wish I would’ve donated more time to help others. I I I ……I wish, I should have, I could have. Let me tell you you can. What will you do TODAY to take care of your TOMORROWS and not live in your YESTERDAYS? What will you sacrifice? I am not to blame. 1440 minutes. Each and every day. I give it to all of you. The same amount.
Don’t be one of those people. I know I might be out of a job by telling you this but throw me away. Live your life with purpose. Do what God wants you to do! Does it matter what time it is or how much time is left in the day? If God says move, does it matter what time I tell you it is?
Now take a minute and look at me. You looked? Seriously? What will you do with the time you have left today? Tick-tock.
Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On by Jimmy Buffett –
Stop The Clock by Elle Varner –
Clock Don’t Stop by Carrie Underwood –
Before Out Time by Jon Foreman –
Time For That by Clint Black –
Ain’t Wasting Time No More by The Allman Brothers –
I wrote this awhile ago, just a reminder no matter what you are going through, it is only a chapter. Keep flipping the pages, the next chapter could have you on top. Hope you enjoy reading.
This Chapter
This chapter in my life is only a chapter
Full of sadness and so little laughter
This chapter is only part of my story
That I must go through to see your glory
When I look back at what has been witten before
Did I love this life or I did I love You more
I read the chapters that have been
I am amazed how much I have sinned
This chapter is only a small part
How will I let this chapter affect my heart
This chapter is like a grain of sand
This chapter is being written by Your hand
I ponder on the blank pages of the future
I know your hands will finish the picture
As hard as I try to write the words down
I know only in You will they be found
These early chapters written on how I’ve died and how I’ve lived
How selfish I have been and how little did I give
This story is not complete and only You know how it will end
Will I live the rest trusting in you, not trying to comprehend
This chapter is only a small part
How will I let this chapter affect my heart
This chapter is like a grain of sand
This chapter is being written by your hand
God I pray as you write the next chapters
I pray it will be You I seek, You I am after
Even if in the present I don’t understand
I pray I will remember it is all part of Your plan
It was a long, cold, dark winter. One that she didn’t think would ever end. There was snow, rain, and sleet. A couple of times there was enough ice to nearly break the branches on the trees. The little girl held on. She waited for the warmer weather, the better times, the warmth of the sun. She knew it would come, it was just a matter of time. As she waited patiently, she would say her prayers, she would thank God for protecting her and her mommy and daddy during these cold, dark, winter nights.
Finally, the day had come. The first bud of spring appeared out of the ground. The bud peeked out of her shoot and could feel the warmth surround her. She was filled with so much joy that, at first, she didn’t notice she was the only bud sprouting. After basking in the warmth of the sunshine for a few minutes she looked around, startled that she was the only one. Where was everyone else? Was she going to be all alone? Did she come out too soon? Was colder weather coming back and she would die because of her eagerness to sprout? She was filled with fear and doubt but she stayed strong. She knew God had a plan for her. It was then that a little girl saw her and started yelling for her dad to come see the new flower. The little girl was so excited that the bud could not help but smile. Her excitement was contagious.
A little while later another bud awakened. He also took a moment to take in the warmth around him. He then looked to see if the others had awakened and that was when he saw her. She was within inches of him and he knew he would love her. It didn’t take long for her to notice him either, even though it took the help of a little girl yelling “Look, daddy, now there’s two!”
They welcomed the spring with all the other buds that started to awaken. With all the other flowers around them, they knew they were meant for each other. When the rains came, he would lean towards her to cover her petals. When the strong winds came they would lean into it together, holding stems. They were inseparable. When the bees came they opened their petals for them so they could spread their seeds to other lands where there were no flowers. They also knew that the bees relied on their pollen to take back to their hives for food. It was a beneficial relationship. Everything was new and exciting.
Then summer came. It was a scorching summer, one like they had never seen. There was no water. Many flowers died but not our couple. They shared what they had with each other. Every little drop of moisture was shared between them. Luckily, they were also planted where they had shade for part of the day. They counted the hours down together until they were cooled by the shade. Every once in awhile the little girl would come out with a can of water and help keep them alive. They were often too tired to open their petals wide enough for the bees to come but they did their best. They knew the only way to survive this summer was with the help of others. They prayed their prayers for rain, for cooler temperatures but it was not to be. Sometimes in life, God doesn’t answer prayers and there are reasons only He knows why. They had reached a point in their relationship that they were still together, but they didn’t talk much. Too much too worry about, too much life got in the way. When was their next rain drop, how would they make it through another day without food, why couldn’t they be like they were in the spring? Did they waste this whole season of their life? They knew better because they still shared the little water they had, they still protected each other but the excitement was gone.
Before they knew it Autumn was here. They had made it through the difficult summer and were enjoying another season of their life. The rains came again, as well as cooler weather. When he looked at her she was still the most beautiful, most loving, most caring flower in the garden. When she looked at him he was still the bravest, strongest, most handsome flower this side of Eden. They held each other’s petals more each day, knowing that their days were winding down. They reflected on the spring and the summer. Days when their love was new and days when they didn’t know if they would make it. They thought of their seeds spread far and wide, soon to be new flowers that would spread their love and beauty around the world. It wasn’t easy, they had moments of doubt but they fought for each other, they fought for their love. They survived.
Soon the cold winds blew again. They held on for as long as they could but with each passing day, their petals would fall off. They knew it wouldn’t be long now but they held on for each struggling moment. Relying on each other to get by. Praying for just one more second. She was the first to go, as she was the first to sprout. He wasn’t far behind her.
The little girl, all bundled up from the cold, looked at her daddy and said, “Look, daddy, the first two here are they last two to leave. I wonder if they were happy here, I wonder if they were in love.”
“Now, now,” said the daddy, “we know flowers can’t fall in love but if they could, those two would definitely have been like me and your mom. Through all the seasons and all the weather, the rain, the sun, the cold, they were standing right beside each other. Holding petals all the while.”
The little girl giggled. Through the cold, dark, winter nights she was safe as she anxiously waited for the first bud of spring to blossom again.
When I first saw you I knew I had to have you. I didn’t care what it cost me, you were going to be mine. You were exactly what I liked. You were so slim and sleek. You had the right accessories. You were, and still are, so beautiful.
I couldn’t wait to take you home and turn you on. I couldn’t wait to unlock your buttons and find out what was inside your world.
Then you said not so fast. I don’t get turned on easily. I am very complicated and you have to get to know me before I show you my secrets. There’s a lot to learn. The more you learn, the more you will like me. Maybe even one day you will love me more than anything else in this world.
I already love you. Don’t you believe in love at first sight? Please don’t make me wait, let me in.
Then I found out you really weren’t that complicated. I just had to push the right buttons in the right order and I was in. Once I was in, there was no stopping me. I wanted you twenty-four hours a day. I couldn’t go anywhere without you by my side. If I left you, I had to turn around and get you. I can’t remember my life without you. What would I ever do if I lost you?
It wasn’t long before I was addicted to you. I couldn’t go to sleep. I lost friends. My family didn’t matter anymore. All I needed was you. I would wake up and you were the first thing on my mind. I had to make sure you were there and had to see what you were thinking. I didn’t even want to get out of bed.
But now I realize you are trouble. I can see how controlling you are. I walk into the other room without you and I can feel you talking to me. I know you aren’t there but my mind won’t let you go. I don’t enjoy life anymore. Staring at you has just gotten boring. I want to go outside. I want more.
I know I have tried to break up with you before but you wouldn’t let me. Always calling, texting, buzzing, and alerting me all the time. I couldn’t do anything without you disturbing me. So I would put my own life on hold again and go back to you. But this time I really mean it.
I love you but I have to turn you off. I have to learn to live without you. It will be difficult but I know I can do it. My parents did it. People for thousands of years did it. Yes, I know they didn’t have you but they survived just fine without you. I know I can also.
This is goodbye. Maybe it will be only for a little while. Maybe it’ll be forever. Whatever it takes for me to get to know me and for me to not let you control me. Then maybe I will let you back in.
Goodbye cell phone. I will miss you.
You’re There by Pat Daily –
How Is Your Phone Changing You –
Why You Should Rethink Your Relationship With Your Phone – Ted Talk –
What You Are Missing While Being A Digital Zombie – Ted Talk –
I don’t get on Facebook often, too much other stuff going on, so I don’t keep up with other peoples lives. I wish I had time sometimes, I miss some of my old friends but I have come to the conclusion a long time ago that it is what it is. Anyhow, I do try to get on and wish a happy birthday to those with a birthday on whatever day, sorry for the ones I miss. The other day, as I was wishing a few happy birthdays to people I went to school with, I caught how old they were. I started thinking, man, these guys are getting old. Come on, confession time, how many others have thought that?
I know I am not the only one.
But then I realized I am that old also. No way. I know I am not twenty-something but no way am I almost 50. But yes, here I am turning 48 this summer. How did that happen?
That makes my mom almost 60 – again. Love you mom. Now you see why I am her favorite. Sorry brother, it is what it is.
So how did this happen? I blinked, that’s how. I mean, wasn’t Christmas just like three weeks ago and now all of a sudden it’s almost spring. At least in Ohio it is. A few 60 degree days, a few blue jays flying around the yard, you can feel the mood switching to spring.
I blinked. We have three grandchildren, a daughter that’s married, a daughter that’s graduated from college and working full-time. We have a daughter that I was just changing her diapers the other day and in a year and half, she will be in high school.
What the heck?
Well, to all you young ones that can’t wait, wait. Enjoy today because you will blink one day and it will be twenty years later.
And to all of us not so old old people, we have a few years left to kick this world in the butt and tell it we were here.