I know it hasn’t been easy
Being married to me
I take two steps forward and three steps back
Tell you how much you mean to me then I attack
The voices in my head won’t go away
Some days I want to run and others days I want to stay
Through it all I want to say thank you for staying
The words I say I know are not nice
I’ve said I would stop more than twice
You deserve better than me
I have to be honest I can’t see
Why you have chosen to stay
I just wanted to thank you today
Thank you for staying
I know you need more conversation
I know I really should show more appreciaton
You are the sun that shines so bright
That will burn off this fog that consumes my nights
I know part of God must live in you
To stay through all the hell I put you through
I know it’s not easy but I wanted to say thank you for staying
I know these times are rough
You have proven you are more than tough
Where you get your strength from God only knows
Somehow your love only seems to grow
I would be an empty shell of a man
If you ever said I never want to see you again
I just wanted you to hear me say thank you for staying
Fighter by David Nail –
Champion by Oleander –
Thank You For Loving Me by Bon Jovi –
Commitment by Sanctus Real –
Face Of Love by Royal Southern Brotherhood –
Hard To Love by Lee Brice –
Save Me From Myself by Christina Aguilera –
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Rob that is beautiful…I find it so fitting for so many situations. Some common ground perhaps. It’s tough to stay where God has called us (as believers) sometimes. Some situations deserve running far far away. God gives us what we can handle and what we can bear with his help. Life isn’t always perfect and we can’t see the big picture this side of heaven. God is moving though, in a mighty mighty way.
Many prayers go up for you and your wife, I love to see how God is moving! Be prepared for bigger and better, our God is a God of abundance!! You are truly blessed my friend!!
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This makes me sad… It’s deep though.
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Why? Supp to be uplifting, about staying in relationship and working through it all. Not supp to be sad😉
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That’s not why… You’re writing about yourself so plain and undisguised. Most writers hide behind stories and mysteries, but your pain is laid bare. And your wife’s comments too… I just feel heavy in my heart.
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Thanks. I try to always be real, maybe I can help someone else that way. Wife and I been through a mess but here we are, still staying and moving forward to where God leads us.
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I guess it’s good you can be real and open about it. Writing is healing and therapeutic for me. Sometimes I am trying to change my mind and let myself be nourished by God’s wisdom, despite what I feel.
But, my concern is whether or not feelings like you’re opening the wound afresh with each post you write about your challenges. I know now it’s open the questions will always be there, like your wife said, “is this about us?”. As long as you’re moving forward… I don’t want to butt in with my counsel 🙂
Blessings to you both!
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Oh no. Wounds are healed. Scarred over. Not reopening. Thanks for your concerns.
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Wow!!! this is beautiful. I will be honest I do not know if you were talking about us (it sure seems like it) but I dont want to assume. Anyway, everything said here is so so true. I have done some awful things (enough to make you want to walk away–but you stayed) You have said some awful things, even years after and I could walk away but God tells me otherwise. I pray when you get so not nice and I pray for you for your heart to soften to have you see me the way God see’s me (just as I ask God to show me how he sees you) I pray because I know God is working in you (in me) He knows what he is doing and I trust and have faith in His works. Thank you for the kind loving words, even if they were not meant for me they sure do fit.
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They were meant for you. Continue to move forward.
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