Trying to be funny but…my sense of humor can be warped at times.
I loved our time together when you were on a sedative
In the moment was all we had to live
No hurts, no regrets, the past was the past
It had been ages since we laughed like that
Even though the doctor was two and a half hours late
I can honestly say I didn’t mind the wait
No kids, no outside pulls, no tv
Just you and me ( and that constant beep)
We made jokes the entire time
Reminded me of when you were first mine
Before life got in the way
But we can start anew today
It was good to hear you laugh
If you did now it would tear you in half
You will heal and so will we
Marriage definitely is not easy
I can’t wait until my knee is done
So we can have some more fun
And love our time together when I am on a sedative
When You’re With Me by The Afters –
Let It Be Tonight by Rick Astley-
Love You All The Way by Sean McNeill –
In Love Again by Colbie Caillat –
God Only Knows by Michael Buble –
My God, My Music, My Life 
I enjoyed the time together in the room as well. I loved seeing your smile and hearing you laugh. I remember it all, expecting when it came time you had to leave and I went under. I DO miss the way we use to be (we are both at fault but more me than you). We need to get back where we were and remember the love we had (and still have) for each other. It can be done if WE do it together. Life does get in our way (money, work, and at times us just not letting go and have fun) it is time to get that back. It feels lonely at times at home (even when you are here) because we seem to be on different tracks at times. I am trying to veg more in the evenings with you but also trying to make you happy by working (bringing in money) well other than this week (of course). I feel as if I fail you ALOT. Let us begin, together, to get back where we were. I too can’t wait till it is me on the other end and we get to share silly laughs while we wait for your doctor. We will be okay, God has got this, we just need to push a little harder and tear down the walls of fear. Love you babe.
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That was good. And yes, I did laugh. There is a lot of truth in there as well. Life does get in the way and we do forget how good things were and how good they really are. (Sometimes)
Seriously, I remain in prayer for perfect healing! God bless you dude!
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thank you for reading and commenting. Yes, some truth throw in there for the past and how we let life get in the way.
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