Friends Like That

Always been several old timers

Saturday mornings down at the diner

No one sits in the corner booth

That’s where them boys stretch the truth

Talking politics and about their wives

And how that fish was twice its size

Harley’s not around to join them anymore

But when the bell rings they look at the door

I pay my bill and tip my hat

Wishing I had friends like that

But how to be a good friend I’m still learning

I am back at the diner Saturday morning

The boys come slowly walking in

And I noticed Tom is missing

Hear them say it’s a damn shame

And how death won’t take his name

And I listen to them as they tell their war stories

How they laugh and cry at the memories

Then the door opens and the bell rings

They stop talking, look up ,wishing the same thing

When they hold their breathe in silence

I can feel their pain in those few seconds

Then they’re back to recalling when

Saying how grateful they’ve been

I can’t help but smile as they remember back

And I can’t help to wish I had friends like that

The Horse That Learned To Trust Again (video)

The Horse That Learned To Trust Again

There was a horse that frolicked in the fields all day. When he got tired or hungry, he would walk to the big apple tree that stood by the creek. He would grab an apple and lay down in the shade of the tree. He grew up with that tree and he loved that tree.

He thought the tree would always be there.

But late one afternoon, as the horse sat under the tree, a terrible storm came to the farm. It came so fast that the horse was caught off guard and had to stay under the tree for shelter.

But as the winds roared, the rains poured , the thunder rolled and the lightning stuck, the horse was feeling uneasy.

Then the tree was struck by lightning. As it caught fire, sparks flew down and the horse’s mane caught on fire. He ran out into the rain to save his mane and ran to the barn as fast as he could.

As he stayed in the barn, he started thinking how could the tree do this to him? He had spent a lifetime with that tree. Why would the tree hurt him so?

He spent several days in the barn. Depressed and anxious about going back into the fields. But as the days went by, he became lonely, and his belly started grumbling.

He took a few tentative steps into the field and he wondered if he would ever be okay again. Would he always feel this way?

He looked back at the barn and started to wonder if he could really trust it, even as it had never given him a reason not to.

Days went by and he started to heal and he would sometimes look at where the charred remains of the tree stood.

Sometimes he missed the tree. Sometimes he missed the apples and the shade.

But as each day passed, he grew more into who he was meant to be. He grew stronger, he grew healthier, and he found the true love and happiness that was inside of him.

He looked at the barn and smiled, because he even learned to trust again.

It’s Hard For You Too

You asked me to the movies

Shared your raspberry Icee

Asked if I wanted some of your popcorn

All these things you’ve never done before

You move to sit a little bit closer

I’m wishing this movie wasn’t over

It’s so hard to smile when it’s done

Fighting the tears about to come

You may never say the words out loud

But you might miss having me around

Saying goodbye to your friends

As your new lives begin

And I know this because I was there too

Caught between two worlds that are pulling you

I know the last few years have been tough

Remember you are loved, you are enough

Listen, because it’s so easy for me to see

You are a better human than I’ll ever be

Smart , beautiful inside and out, and confident

And out of all the people on this continent

You need to take care of you, ask for help

It’s okay to not be okay, take care of yourself

I will always be here, one call away

Call, text, Snapchat, anytime night or day

I know if you read this you’ll say it isn’t true

It’s okay, because I was once in your shoes

So go out into this world and make your mark

You’ve been given wings, time to fly, time to start

Don’t be afraid to fail

Take care of your mental health

No matter where you are I’ll be in the stands

Because, my daughter, I’ll always be your biggest fan

Looking through your windshield

While looking in your rear view

Letting you go is hard for me

But I know it’s hard for you too

This Is Not Goodbye by Sidewalk Prophets-

Biggest Fan by In Paradise –

These Are The Days by Cory Asbury –

They Grow Up Too Fast by Jimmy Charles –

I Pray You Find Your Way

Good morning heron, out here all alone

Do you ever wish you could sing a song?

It’s nice seeing you in the morning light

Don’t leave heron, why do you take flight?

Is there something you are seeking?

Is there something you are needing?

Do you like being out here by yourself?

Do you ever wish you were something else?

Is flying away a game you like to play?

Trust me heron, I’m not going to chase

I’ve chased after things prettier than you

And that’s something I no longer will do

I don’t need the drama or the games

I’m looking for someone who wants to stay

I’m only chasing after things that give me peace

Things that put my heart, mind, and soul at ease

I wonder heron, will you ever settle down?

Can you break down the walls so that you can be found?

It’s a wonderful gift to be truly and fully known

To be able to feel safe in your own home

I was surprised you weren’t here this morning

Wherever you are, I hope you’re soaring

To be honest, I kind of missed you today

So silently I say, I pray you find your way

God, I Need A Win

God, you know I’m still saying my prayers at night

But now when I’m done I look at the stars and sigh

‘Cause, honestly, I feel like giving up the fight

God, I need a win

God, I know you know who I am

So I know you can understand

I think too much about your plan

God, I need a win

I can only shed so many tears

I’m missing my smile that’s disappeared

Wondering when it’ll reappear

God, I need a win

God, sometimes I feel all alone

Wandering this world without a home

Sometimes, I’ve all but given up hope

God, I need a win

God, I’m not going to lie

I’d be okay with a tie

An answer to my why

God, I need a win

God, even if it’s only temporary

The eye of the storm so I can have time to breathe

Need a minute so this doesn’t overwhelm me

God, I need a win

This journey, am I at the beginning

In the middle, closer to the ending ?

I hate to ask, but are you listening

God, I really need a win

Grateful For The Glass

Sometimes my glass is half empty

Sometimes my glass is half full

What I’ve realized that’s so wonderful

Is that I am grateful for the glass

Sometimes my thoughts are dark

Sometimes my thoughts are light

What I’ve realized in the darkest night

Is that I’m grateful for both

Sometimes life can knock me down

Sometimes life can pick me up

What I’ve realized is there is a lot to love

I’m grateful for the people in my life

Sometimes I wake up and see storms

Sometimes I wake up and see the sun

What I’ve realized is that when it’s all said and done

It’s how I react to each and that is all up to me

Sometimes I can do nothing but smile

Sometimes I can do nothing but feel the pain

What I’ve realized is it’s okay to not be okay

And that it’s okay to ask for help

Sometimes I think I’m heading in the right direction

God laughs and puts me on a different path

Reminding me to be grateful for the glass

And I look forward and in this moment, thank Him for the blessings

Last Day Of High School

Last official day of high school. Kylie, I am so proud of you. Not only for your academic and athletic achievements, but for the choices you have made and the young lady you are. You are beautiful inside and out.

I also wanted to give a quick shout out to Kylie’s friends and their parents. A parent could not ask for a better group of friends than what Kylie has and that is in part to their parents, who raised them the right way.

Kylie, we have given you wings and you have flown. Now it is time for you to soar on your own in a whole new world, but I will always, always , be here for you.

I love you and am proud of you.

Special shoutout to www.staciebowersphotography.com

#senior2023#lastdayofschool2023#proudofyou#prouddad

Dear Heart

Dear heart, I’m going to break you a million times

And other people will break you a million more

But you’ll keep on beating

And I’ll keep on breathing

Everyday you stitch yourself back together

And somehow you have become stronger

Give me time to work on the rest of me

‘Cause sometimes my eyes don’t see

‘Cause sometimes my ears don’t hear

And sometimes I live in fear

Should we get started on my mind

It’s scary because it’s on all the time

I know, heart, that it’s a mess

And it causes you a lot of stress

All the times I felt like we weren’t good enough

Dear heart, you were always telling me to love

All the times I thought we should be left alone

I want to thank you heart for not turning to stone

Dear heart, you never ever let me give up

You keep telling me we are enough

I don’t know why everyone walks away

But one day, someone will choose to stay

We will be going through life taking a tour

And unexpectedly, will find a heart like yours

One that’s been sewn together after being broken to pieces

But whose capacity to love never ceases

Together, you will beat as one

Then when your time has come

I want to say thank you heart for a wonderful life

Before you beat for the very last time

The Sun Doesn’t Always Come Out Tomorrow

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Feeling lost at school and feeling ignored at home

Surrounded by people but feeling all alone

I think I’m tired of fighting the fight

I’m ready to leave this life tonight

There’s nothing here as far as I can see

I wonder if anyone will even miss me

Meanwhile two blocks away

Stacy winds up another day

She remembers him and when they were so close

But lately he seems distant,  disappeared like a ghost

I’ll call him tomorrow to just say hi

She doesn’t know he’s ending his life tonight

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Meanwhile two rooms away his parents talk

About how they might go take a walk

Should they go back to his room

They joke how it seems like a tomb

They remember how he laughed not long ago

Would they have tried harder if they had known?

Meanwhile two key strokes away

More of the kids in school type away

Making jokes and calling him names

Doesn’t he know he’s so lame

They wish he would go away and die

Tomorrow they will cry and wonder why

He thinks of how his life will end

Too many torn pieces to try to mend

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His phone rings “hey how are you doing”

It’s Stacy asking how things are going

I was going to call you tomorrow but why wait

She didn’t  know that tomorrow would’ve been one day too late

A knock on his door and mom says let’s leave

We are all going to go get some ice cream

No ifs ands or buts, you’re going

If they only knew what he thought of doing

His screen beeps and Scott starts to fight

What you guys say is wrong, it isn’t right

How about saying something positive

And he starts to think he might want to live

He gets off his bed and starts to head out the door

That’s when his bible fell onto the floor

A verse about you will have pain, suffering and sorrow

Then the Air1 verse of the day says hope in tomorrow

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Then his youth pastor sent a text to see if he was okay

He sent back looks like I’ll make it through another day

Is there someone that you know

That thinks the sun won’t come up tomorrow

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One Day Too Late by Skillet  – 

I Can’t Breathe by Bea Miller – 

The Call by Matt Kennon – 

Beautiful by MercyMe – 

Hard Love by NeedToBreathe- 

Hope by Ryan Calhoun – 

My Friends by Oh Wonder – 

Hope by Superchick-  

Hope For The Hopeless by Papa Roach – 

Remain by Royal Tailor – 

Not Today by Hillsong United – 

Be Still And Know by Hannah Kerr – 

How Do You Get That Lonely by Blaine Larsen – 

Storm Inside Of You by Veronica Ballestrini- 

I Want To Live by Skillet – 

Broken by Lifehouse –