
I got this scar under my chin
Riding down Devil’s Hill on my Schwinn
Hands in the air, flying like the wind
Don’t remember how I ended up on the ground
It was always two weeks before Christmas Eve
When we’d go buy that eleven foot tree
Some things I thought I’d always believe
But I’m back in my hometown and I’m looking around

And I’m kinda confused
Cause everything looks so small
Devil’s Hill isn’t quite that big
And that tree couldn’t have been that tall
When our ceiling is only eight feet
My bedroom always felt big enough
My mom would yell down the hall
Money was tight but we had lots of love
But now it all looks so small

My friends would play ball in the yard
Now I’m out here under the stars
Wondering where they all are
And how did we ever play out here
When a blanket saved you from the monsters outside
When we were young and thought we’d never die
When my parents were bigger than life
And now I wipe away a tear

And I’m kinda confused
Cause everything looks so small
And we visit my dads grave
And my mom doesn’t stand as tall
And she isn’t as strong as she used to be
This house was always big enough
And mom’s voice doesn’t quite carry down the hall
Money’s no longer a problem but man, where is the love ?
And I hold my mom’s hand wondering how it all got so small
And I wonder if I would’ve stayed
Would time still have taken it all away?

Maybe I’ll see it all again through my children’s eyes
I look away before they see me cry as I start to realize
One day they will ask how did it all get so small
This ocean we fished in is only a lake
And did we really play ball in this yard?
And they realize not all monsters are fake
When a hundred channels wasn’t enough
And when their dad seemed so tall
And I hope they know they were loved
When they wonder how it all got so small
And remember when their dad was strong and tall
