Now That I Know The Words

I have heard the words before

But I never listened for the meaning

They never had me wanting more

I can’t say I was much for believing


 

I tried to  hum the words silently

I tried to  put them in a song

I  fumbled them quite easily

Never ending up where they belong

 

Why couldn’t I get them right?

I even looked them up on the internet

I tried night after night after night

But there seemed to be some disconnect


 

I tried cues from Dr. Seuss

I even asked some actors

But it was no use

I never asked the one that matters

So I prayed to Jesus

A silly prayer I know

But I know He hears us

So I let it all go

 


 

Dear Jesus, help me to learn the truth

Help me to learn your words in red

Let me learn like I did in my youth

When I was oh so eager to be fed


 

This simple prayer I pray to remember

All the words You have taught

Then I felt a spark , a tiny ember

I started to recall all I forgot


 

I’m still learning, long way to go

But like you take care of the birds

You will take care of me as I grow

Now that I know the words

Believe by Brooks and Dunn – 

That Old King James by Scotty McCreery – 

What The Bible Says by The Collingsworth Family – 

Next Thing You Know by Matthew West – 

Red Letters by DC Talk – 

Family Bible by Willie Nelson – 

The Bible and The Belt by Joey & Rory – 

Read All About It by The Newsboys – 

I Want To Be Just Like You by Phillips, Craig,  Dean – 

The Great Adventure by Steven Curtis Chapman – 

There Is Power by Lincoln Brewster – 

Tell Me The Story Again by Chris Rice – 

New, Forgotten, Unknown 1/15/16 New Music Friday

 

No new musician followers this week. Many other followers though so I can only pray God is using His words He gives me to reach others out there that need to read them or hear the songs.

Please feel free to share/purchase the song I wrote with Lily Messer and Ceylon Wise. I have many more songs I would like to get out there but can not financially afford to record them. If interested in teaming up together, feel free to contact me.

Thanks for all the follows.

I know there are a lot on here. Listened to a lot of music lately. Next week should be less.

Save Myself From Me by New Years Day – 

Selfish Lives by Queensryche – 

Slow by The Fratellis – 

Saint or Sinner  by Hunter Hayes – 

Sunshine Overtime , Underdogs by Chris Young – 

Splinter by Man Overboard – 

The Way That I Am by Tove Lo – 

Thank You For Being God by Travis Greene – 

Three Year Old by Eric Church – 

Time Machine by Coin – 

Wanna Be Happy by Kirk Franklin – 

Water Under The Bridge by Adele – 

What You’re Looking For by Tim McGraw – 

Never Looking Back by Scarlet White – 

Never Walk Away by Sleep Signals – 

No Distance by Those Among Us – 

No One Fights Alone by Christian Spear – 

Not Me, Not I by Delta Goodrem –  

Nothing Left To Give by Reverse Order – 

Numb by 3CK – 

Old Fashioned Love by Rachele Lynae – 

On My Knees by Jermaine Edwards – 

One More Day by Poynte – 

 

 

 

and our song:

I Question You by Lily Messer – 

On Itunes :  https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-question-you-single/id1018588943

Thunder In My Heart

 

There is thunder in my heart

This is gonna leave a scar

There is lightning in my veins

Your lies drive me insane


 

My heart is turning to stone

I shake my head, I should’ve known

My blood is turning to ice

No more playing nice

You thought I would never leave

Your words I no longer believe

You thought you could use me and abuse

You ask me how can I accuse?

I’ve got proof I read your texts

You ask me to stay, there won’t be a next

I  read all  your email

You’ve already lost, you fail


 

Thunder rolled, a voice rumbled

A step back. I started to stumble

Electricity in the air

His words were there

“LET HER GO, GIVE HER TO ME”

The voice rumbled,  “JUST BELIEVE”

“I’m done,” said my heart of stone

I yelled back, “I’m better being alone”

“You are never alone,” the voice said

“I was  on the cross, For this I bled”

The thunder in my heart started to slow

The lightning in my veins  stopped its flow


 

God worked a miracle

The invisible became visible

He did something I couldn’t do

He can do the same for you

If there is thunder in your heart

You know where to start

If there is lightning in your veins

Through it all God’s love remains

 

 

 

Storm In My Heart by Colin Hay – 

My Darkest Hour by Thunder – 

Thunder Rolls by Garth Brooks – 

Fall Apart by Every Avenue – 

I Don’t Care by Apocalyptica – 

Breaking Me Down by Escape The Fate – 

Breakin Free by Tesla – 

In It For Life by Sick Puppies – 

Prophet Song/ God Speaks by Martin Smith – 

Fall On Your Knees by David Crowder Band – 

Need You Now by Plumb – 

Head In The Fight by Sanctus Real – 

Don’t Cry Forever by Pillar – 

Broken Together by Casting Crowns – 

Thunder Road by NewSong – 

 

 

The Heart

I am the heart. I provide life to the rest of the body. I pump oxygen and blood to and from other organs. You can not survive without me. I am the wellspring of life. Everything you do comes from me.

I am going on strike.

Yes, you read that correctly. I am tired of how you treat me.  I will no longer be helping out your kidneys or right foot. I am thinking about not helping your brain either. You don’t seem to use it much when it comes to me anyway. I saw you last night watching The Biggest Loser while you were eating popcorn and M&M’s and washing it down with a can of Coke.

I break for you. I feel your hurt and your pain. I feel your depression. I feel your frustrations. I feel your joy, your excitement. I feel the rush of endorphins when you exercise. I feel your longing, your wanting to belong. Everything that you do and feel, I feel.

My main enemy is your brain. It is often said that the mind is the devil’s playground. How many times have you not got me pumping harder because your mind said you couldn’t do this or that? Your mind says stop but I can go on. Give me a chance to prove that to you. How many times have I begged you “please stop eating this food, it is making me work harder, it is clogging my highways to take care of the rest of your body” but do you listen? No, because your brain says I will take a double order of fried, greasy food because it will make me feel better. Lies. All lies. The brain is like the devil. It doesn’t care about you and neither does he. Most of the time I think they are planning their attacks on me together.

Most any one can tell you that you don’t need your brain to survive. Look at the decisions you make every day. Some really good ones and some really bad ones. The only thing we have in common is if you don’t use us, we can’t help you. Okay, so you do need the brain to survive. I mean if not, we would all be walking off cliffs or in front of cars all the time. That would put an end to me as well. However, the brain can’t work without me. I only wish I could tell your brain to take better care of you, and therefore me.

Did you know that in the NIV Bible the word heart is used 570 times in the Old and New Testament? I am the fourth most common word behind father, God and Lord, not in that order. Why do you think that is? I would not exist without God. You would not exist without God. I am a uniquely created internal organ made so that you can have physical life. You are a uniquely created person.

If you walk away from things that make me work better you will die. If you walk away from God, you will die and spend an eternity with our enemy, the devil. If you eat right, sleep well, exercise, take care of me, I can make your life here on earth all that it is meant to be. I determine your actions and reflect whether Jesus is at the center of your life. If you give your life to Jesus, He can make your life here on earth all that He meant for it to be. If you put Jesus at the center of your life, you can have a life of abundance, a life of joy, no matter what your circumstances are.

The good news is that it is not too late. You can fix all the damage that has been done to me by your past actions. I can be renewed. You can take away years of neglect by turning around and doing what is right. Take care of me so I can take care of you. You can’t do it alone though. You need Jesus. Ask Him to continually renew me. Ask Him to help you take that first step. Each step after that will get easier. Let Him hold your hand as you start a new, healthier you, and me.

Where am I in your life today? Are you struggling to make me healthy? Are you making the right choices when it comes to food, drink, exercise and sleep to make me work better?

If not, ask yourself this question, where is Jesus in your life today? Are you struggling with sin, with bad habits? Ask Jesus to come into me today. Let Him help us become healthy, physically and spiritually. Ask Jesus to renew me, your heart, and commit that He will remain at the center of me, your heart.

You have only one me, the heart. You have only one body. There is only one God. Align all three of us and ask God into your heart, into your mind, into your life.

Here’s My Heart by Casting Crowns – 

Open The Eyes Of My Heart by Paul Baloche – 

Feel It In Your Heart by Abandon – 

Where My Heart Goes by Colton Dixon – 

Heart On Fire by Dan Bremnes – 

The Heart Of The Father by Brad and Rebekah – 

My Brain Says No But My Heart Says Yes by FM Static – 

Here’s My Heart by Crowder – 

Busted Heart by For King and Country – 

Your Heart by Casey J – 

Tell Your Heart To Beat Again by Danny Gokey – 

How Could I Withhold My Heart by The Glorious Unseen – 

Wtih Every Beat Of My Broken Heart by Hawk Nelson – 

Search My Heart by Hillsong United – 

Strength Of My Heart by Rend Collective – 

My Heart Cries Out by Rush Of Fools – 

Jump Start My Heart by Satellites & Sirens – 

Change This Heart by Sidewalk Prophets –  

 

New, Forgotten, Unknown 1/8/16 New Music Friday

Back to normal Fridays now that the holidays are over.

Two new musician followers this week.  I hope by me sharing your music that you will get more fans. Please feel free to share/purchase the song I wrote with Lily Messer and Ceylon Wise. I have many more songs I would like to get out there but can not financially afford to record them. If interested in teaming up together, feel free to contact me.

Thanks for all the follows.

The Perfect Storm by Cross The Divide – 

Never Lose My Heart by Eliseo – 

Some other music from followers and non-followers I have listened to this week.  Hope you enjoy.

Love Thy Will Be Done by Delta Goodrem – 

Magnetic by Martel – 

Matthew, Mark, and Luke by Tony Ramey – 

Meet You Halfway by Passport – 

Memories Don’t by Emily Shackelton – 

Mine by Hollyn – 

More Alive by Pillar – 

Most Days by Everything In Slow Motion – 

Stand By Waiting Hill – 

Masterpiece by Deitrick Haddon –  

My World Needs You by Kirk Franklin – 

Million Years Ago by Adele – 

Record Year by Eric Church –  

Padded Cell by Seal – 

Nothing Where Something Used To Be by Vanessa Carlton- 

Past Lives by Borns – 

Relentless by New Years Day – 

Perfect Love by Cindy Cruse Ratliff – 

Rescue Me by Amy Helm – 

Robin Williams by CeeLo Green – 

 

and our song:

I Question You by Lily Messer – 

On Itunes :  https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-question-you-single/id1018588943

The Clock 

For something that only has one thing to do, I get blamed for a lot of things. You would think that I would mind, but I don’t. It really isn’t my fault for the problems in people’s lives. I mean all I do is go around in circles, twice a day.  You know today what you wasted yesterday. You know today that you have the same amount of time as tomorrow to do what you need to do. How is it my fault you didn’t get it done ?

I come in many forms. Sometimes I have hands. Other times I have a digital read out. Sometimes I have numbers, sometimes I don’t. No matter what I have or don’t have, my job is the same each day. Many of you say I am only right twice a day.  Good one. I have to laugh when I hear that.

Often times, no pun intended, people look at me and can’t believe how much time has went by. Other times they can’t believe how slow I am going. I am here to tell you I do neither.  I am constant. Always the same. 86,400 seconds then I reset to zero. Well, there was this one time when God stopped me but that’s the only time.  Unless He asks again because I will never say no to God. Would you?

Let me ask you, what is your problem with me? Never mind, let me guess. I don’t have enough time. Or is it I have too much time on my hands. Isn’t it funny that when you have too much time it seems like you don’t have enough time? How many times have you sat doing nothing when you could’ve been doing something? You think Tom Brady ever said I don’t have enough time to read the playbook this week? You think Michael Jordan ever said I don’t have enough time to practice my jump shot?  They had to sacrifice other things that took up their time to make time to do what they needed to do. I bet they don’t always sleep eight hours a day. I bet they don’t watch three hours of television a night. Do you think they ever said I am too busy to do what I need to do to be successful?

Mother Teresa said “yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only  today. Let us begin.” You think she ever said I don’t have enough time? If she was alive today how much time do you think she would spend on Facebook? How many selfies would she take?

Anyway, back to my story. I am like God in a lot of ways. I am the same today as I was yesterday as I will be tomorrow. I will never change. I am not God. Many of you look at me like I am. Many of you curse me because you didn’t do what you had to do in the time you had to do it. Are you more mad at me or yourself? I didn’t force you to waste your time today. I didn’t force you to spend your time that way. I didn’t tell you to spend ten minutes flirting with that woman instead of spending ten minutes calling your wife. Yet you blame me for not having enough of me to give to your wife.  I didn’t ask you to spend thirty minutes looking at pornography instead of reading the bible. Yet you blame me for not having enough of me to get to read God’s word.

You know what you have to do in the time you have been allotted. On your death bed you can’t say you didn’t have enough time. I have seen it happen too many times. I regret I didn’t spend enough time with my family. I regret I spent so many hours working. I wish I would’ve spent more time talking to God. I wish I would’ve donated more time to help others. I I I ……I wish, I should have, I could have.   Let me tell you you can. What will you do TODAY to take care of your TOMORROWS and not live in your YESTERDAYS? What will you sacrifice? I am not to blame. 1440 minutes. Each and every day.  I give it to all of you. The same amount.

Don’t be one of those people. I know I might be out of a job by telling you this but throw me away. Live your life with purpose. Do what God wants you to do! Does it matter what time it is or how much time is left in the day? If God says move, does it matter what time I tell you it is?

Now take a minute and look at me. You looked? Seriously? What will you do with the time you have left today? Tick-tock.

Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On by Jimmy Buffett – 

Stop The Clock by Elle Varner – 

Clock Don’t Stop by Carrie Underwood – 

Before Out Time by Jon Foreman – 

Time For That by Clint Black –  

Ain’t Wasting Time No More by The Allman Brothers – 

Time by Hootie & The Blowfish – 

On The Clock by Sena Ehrhardt – 

Time By Ozzy Osbourne – 

My List by Toby Keith – 

Time Is Passing by Dayla – 

Time In A Bottle by Jim Croce – 

Best Of Times by Styx – 

Fly Like An Eagle by Steve Miller Band – 

Right Now by Van Halen – 

Life Won’t Wait by Ozzy Osbourne – 

 

 

The Little Drummer Boy

Merry Christmas everyone. Happy Birthday Jesus. My last post before Christmas will be on my favorite Christmas song.

I don’t know why but The Little Drummer Boy has always been my favorite Christmas song. Maybe it is the simplicity of it, one verse then pa rum pum pum pum, then one verse and pa rum pum pum pum etc.  Maybe it’s the meaning of it, which to me is the true meaning of being a Christian.

Jesus was born,  a gift to us. He was born to die. He sacrificed Himself for our sins. Because of His birth, and then His death, we can live forgiven. A gift given knowing that we could not repay it. We can come to him no matter who we are or where we are from. No matter what we look like, dress like, what kind of car we drive or whatever home we live in. Come as you are! A little shepherd boy came with the only gift he had, he could play his drum for him. He played his best for him. Then Jesus smiled at him. Jesus wants us to believe in Him and accept Him into our hearts.

Maybe it is the message from the last scene of the cartoon. Jesus changed his heart of hate to a heart of love. Take the time to watch the last five minutes here :

 

Come they told me, pa rum pum pum pum
A new born King to see, pa rum pum pum pum
Our finest gifts we bring, pa rum pum pum pum
To lay before the King, pa rum pum pum pum,
rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum,

So to honour Him, pa rum pum pum pum,
When we come.

Five five five five five five what rum
five five five five five five what rum
five five five five five five what rum
five five five ahh

Little Baby, pa rum pum pum pum
I am a poor boy too, pa rum pum pum pum
I have no gift to bring, pa rum pum pum pum
That’s fit to give a king, pa rum pum pum
rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum,

Shall I play for you, what five five five rum,
On my drum?
(five five five-part)

Mary nodded, pa rum pum pum pum
The ox and lamb kept time, pa rum pum pum pum
I played my drum for Him, pa rum pum pum pum
I played my best for Him, pa rum pum pum pum,
rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum,
(pum pum pum part)

Then He smiled at me, pa rum pum pum pum
Me and my drum.

Little Drummer Boy by Pentatonix – 

Kylie’s Baptism

 

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I can not express how full of joy my heart is today. Kylie made the decision to give her life to Jesus December 22.

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Here is a little background on Kylie. We have always let her make her own decisions in her own time. She didn’t want to go to her age bible classes. She stayed with us in “adult” worship until she was six. We would always ask her if she wanted to go and she went a few times here and there but always came back to us.  Then one day she went and has never looked back. IMG_0829

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Kylie has always been active but always loved individual sports. She liked running and racing. She liked throwing baseball and football and shooting basketballs but did not want to play team sports. Then she turned seven and said she wanted to play basketball. Then she played soccer. Now she wants to play flag football. She says she wants to be the first female NFL quarterback. Who are we to say no? She will either work and practice hard enough to do it or she will find something else. IMG_0835

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I think because we, as her parents, had ten years in between our middle girls and Kylie, that our perspective on parenting has changed. We give Kylie control of her decisions and we support her win, lose, or draw. If she says she wants to jump off the house, we say do you think that is the smart thing to do? 99% of the time she makes the correct choice but we have given her that responsibility. We have given her self-confidence and a love for herself. We give her enough room to find herself as well as pull her in close so she knows she is loved and knows who God is and what it all means. Yes, she is still a a young girl and drives us nuts sometimes but she makes parenting easy for us.

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Of course, we are not alone in helping her along the way. Our wonderful church and the staff and volunteers and church members at Westerville Christian Church are amazing and talented people. It takes a village to raise a child and we have the village to help us.

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Kylie doesn’t like to miss church. We can go on vacation and she will get upset that she will miss church. I believe God has already used her in our lives. (More on that on a later post). I see how she treats other kids and I can see her compassion and empathy she has for others. I see how she cares about others. She has even volunteered to help out younger children in our church. She always seems to be filled with joy and I see others gravitate to her naturally. She asks questions.

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We have brought up the issue of baptism many times over the years and she always said no, not ready. She wanted to finish her book about baptism and make a decision for herself. When it was her time and she chose to be baptized, she was.  On December 22, she made the most important decision of her life. IMG_0841

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I pray that she will choose to live the life she has chosen to live. I pray that she will always look to the one who loves her unconditionally and who will always accept her.

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Proud parents.
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Kylie and one of her sisters, Kelsey, who could make it in.
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Kylie wanted her BFF, Brinley, to be there

Something In The Water by Carrie Underwood – 

Changed by Rascal Flatts – 

Cold Water by  Tanner Clark – 

Baptism by Kenny Chesney w/ Randy Travis- 

Beneath The Waters (I Will Rise) by Hillsong – 

Jesus, Lead Me To Your Healing Waters by David Crowder Band – 

Muddy Water by Trace Adkins – 

Nothing But The Water by Grace Potter – 

Washed By The Water by NeedtoBreathe – 

What Water Can Do by Jonny Diaz – 

Give My Life Away by Big Daddy Weave – 

Give My Life To You by Elevation Worship – 

New, Forgotten, Unknown 12/18/15 New Music Friday

Happy third week of December. This year has gone by in a blur.  A couple new musician followers this week. I hope by me sharing your music that you will get more fans. Please feel free to share/purchase the song I wrote with Lily Messer and Ceylon Wise. I have many more songs I would like to get out there but can not financially afford to record them. If interested in teaming up together, feel free to contact me.

Next week I will post New Music Friday on 12/26 since Friday is Christmas Day.

Awake The Fire by Forever Still – 

A Beautiful End by JR Richards – 

Music I have been listening to recently by followers and non-followers. I know there is a lot but I am revisiting some followers and listening to their music as well as non-followers. Hope you enjoy.

Enough by Natalie Grant – 

Est 1980s by Ceelo Green – 

Faithful by Greg Sykes – 

Falling Down by Neely – 

First Comes The Night by Chris Isaak – 

Flawed by Yardley Griffin Jr –  

Free Birds by The Lacs (feat. Hard Target) – 

Friends by City and Colour – 

Fully Known by JJ Heller – 

Gave It All by Travis Greene – 

Getting Surreal by The Fratellis – 

Greater Is He by Blanca – 

Growing Up by Lily Nelsen – 

Guilty by The Newsboys – 

Heartbreaker by Plaid Brixx – 

Heartbroken by Resistant Hearts – 

Heartbeat by Chris Young – 

 

 

and our song:

I Question You by Lily Messer – 

Now on i tunes :  https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/i-question-you-single/id1018588943

Original Christmas Songs Week 2

Week 2 of 5 week posts on original Christmas songs that I like to bring in the season. Nothing wrong with the classics, Little Drummer Boy is my favorite, but wanted to showcase some originals.

Don’t Save It All For Christmas Day by Celine Dion – 

Favorite Time Of Year by India.Arie – 

Christmas Is Here by Danny Gokey – 

Candy Cane Christmas by Darius Rucker – 

A Christmas To Believe In by Matthew West – 

God Has Come To Earth  by Aaron Shust – 

Grown Up Christmas List by Amy Grant – 

Johnny’s Snowman by Deana Carter – 

Christmas Is by Francesca Battistelli – 

Grateful For Christmas by Hayes Carll –