I wrote this one today, thought about saving it because it’s different than most of the other songs I have written. I picture it being harder, faster, maybe Skillet, Thousand Foot Krutch or NF could take it on. LOL, I can only dream. Well, since I have all but given up on my words becoming songs you get to be the first ones to see what’s in my head today. After all, it seems like every time I give up on something in my life, God steps in so….. I will wait, I know in God’s time and His will. Maybe it will never happen. Until it does or until it doesn’t….I will let God take these words where He wants them to go. I will keep writing what He puts in my head.
Hitchcock Movies
I wanna be a Marvel superhero
But I always feel like I’m less than zero
Did I just say that? Let me push rewind
Man I’ve been messed up a long time
I want the whole world to know my name
Maybe I’m just playing the wrong game
I can’t believe these choices I make
Man, I think I’m losing my way, I’ve lost my way
It’s like I’m tearing my world apart
Ripping out my heart, do I have a heart?
Can’t you see me? Can’t you see me? Can’t you see….
It seems like I have Hitchcock movies playing in my head
I have killer birds and psycho killers
I don’t know what I’m gonna do, my soul is dead
I only need one thing but I have all these fillers
I push you away, tell you to leave
Then ask, why won’t you reach out to me?
Why are all these demons in my head?
Man, I’d be better off dead, am I already dead?
I want to rip out my brain, am I going insane?
If I’m being honest I know I’m the only one to blame
Oh my God what have I done?
Oh my God what have I become?
Can’t you see me? Can’t you see me? Can’t you see….
It seems like I have Hitchcock movies playing in my head
I have killer birds and psycho killers
I don’t know what I’m gonna do, my soul is dead
I only need one thing but I have all these fillers
I’m on my knees
Begging you please
Take my life, take my life, take my life
Cut these demons out, I’ll give you the knife
Can’t you see I’ve hit the bottom
I’m no longer fighting Him, fighting Him
Rip off these chains
Take my shame
You alone have taken my sin, You alone give me reason to live
You alone forgive all, You alone forgive all, You alone forgive
You can see me, You can see me, I know you see….
It seems like I have Hitchcock movies playing in my head
I have killer birds and psycho killers
I don’t know what I’m gonna do, my soul is dead
I only need one thing but I have all these fillers
I only need one thing
Fully Known by JJ Heller –
Guard Your Heart by 1 Girl Nation –
Outta My Mind by Anthem Lights –
Therapy Session by NF –
Madness In Me by Skillet –
Running With Giants by Thousand Foot Krutch –
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Last night as I read this (perhaps inspired by the riveting sounds of TKF and Skillet …I am a Panhead… ) I could hear those words with music. Keep writing from your God-inspired heart. He is Limitless!
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thanks, I can hear them also, I wrote another song I haven’t put on here that I really hear them.
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Your words express a great deal of feeling that resonates deep within the heart. Write on!!
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thank you, I have been told by a lot of people around me that if they were put to music and got out there I could affect a lot of people but….not as easy as it sounds
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